Have you?

"...Have you felt so proud to get at the meaning of poems?..." 
Walt Whitman - Song of myself

Have you? Have you tried? Are you reaching the same as me?
I have only myself to blame, lies are choking me again
And away I go, into this horrid night once more
The pieces of my soul too shattered to be found

So have you? Are you reaching the same as me?
Have you seen me?
Have you felt me?
Have you touched me?
Or are you lost as well?