A very obvious and literal message.

Would you save me?
Would you be interested?
Would you deliver me?
(as Sarah Brightman would say?
what I'm saying is ...
would you love me?

This burden is too heavy
not being with you
could we live our fantasy
through a story?
one of those
that we could write
and keep our love alive
until our desire lets us?

Can we store our wishes in words?
Until they can become facts?
Can we dream of our future
and let ourselves be true to it?

Would you give me an answer soon?

New Hopes

I opened my eyes
and looked into yours
I watched your soul
and it made me calm.

Your words touch my heart
my frozen, tormented one
come with me, let's go away
where we can live our love, our lives.

You give me peace
you make me cry
those tears of joy
that melt y life.

You're in my sight
you're in my mind
let's go away
love me tonight.

05/11/2007.

Rescuing myself

My faith is wondering away
my strenght is leaving me
my dreams are fading in my mind
and my love
has just forgotten
that it was suppoused
to heal my wounds.

My pain erased the way
where I was forgiving the world
for giving me my ghosts
the shadows of my past.

The path under my feet
has opened before my eyes
and swallowed my ideals
leaving me in the dark.

But my heart has betrayed me
foolish heart, naive with hope
do you want to rescue me?
are you going to risk yourself
daring me to rescue myself?

05/09/2007.

The day I became wind

I took the wind in my hands
as he begged me in a whisper
"love me, love me
I've been everywhere
and I'm tired
tired of my freedom
tired of my loneliness
tired of belonging nowhere"

Silly breeze
don't you know
you belong to the world?
don't you know
that you belong to me somehow?

Your strenght was not able
to lift my wings
but it calmed my raging blood
and gave me new reasons
to move on.

I do love you, and this I say to you
you want to belong somewhere
and I don't
you want to stay somewhere
and I don't
so blow on me until my atoms flow
and take me away
you shall take my place
and I'll go somewhere else
far away
from this ghostly pain.

30/09/2007.

You in the city (or through it)

The raindrops falling
on this strange street
reminds me of your kiss
flowing still on my skin.

The lights glowing far away
so distant from my night
complain about this emptiness
that grows before my sight.

Leave now so I can start
remembering you.

15/08/2007

Today

Rainy day, small dropes
I'm siting here, without my hope
I'm not waiting for you to come
I just want this rain to stop
these sharp, hurting raindrops
are going deep in my heart
I want it to stop
but ...
what would be left
when you're gone?

Not my own

This is not my place
but I made it my own
and no one
can take away now
my eternal companion ...
the blood letters
that come out
of my soul.