A form of good bye.

Step down from it
so the pain doesn't reach you
I have surrender my fear
so you can't reach my arms.

You've been there, haven't you
between the mirror
and yourself
but now it is time
to let go.

And if my voice shall be enough
I will shout away
the ghost
for me to be with you
all that I need is this.

So step down ...
from my heart.

For no reason at all... (to my someone special)

I miss your smile
even though it is not mine
but I still wonder
if you know
where I am, where I stand

I watch you from a distance
too far, so far, so cold
where you cannot hear me calling
where my desperate heart
doesn’t reach out for yours

Too dark are my nights again
and I love them too
but I have to wonder
if would you turn
and give me your smile again?
would you light up
my soul again?

I miss your smile
and somehow I miss you too
would you turn around
think of me
and save me again?

No answer for myself

Now my mind wonders
In places where I had never been before
And my thoughts search for something
That has long been gone
I have today
And what is left of a promise
I don’t want to be sad
So I won’t cry
Vanished from the future
My dreams have been
But they stayed with me
So I don’t consider them my own

And everyone would ask
Why am I this dark?
I have no answer for them
As I don’t have it for myself
What I have is today
And what is left of a promise
Of someone (or something)
That has long been gone
And that my thoughts search for
In places
Where I have never been before.