Lacking self

Dying has a different meaning

when you're choking

withing traces of your soul

Dying becomes desirable 

when hope

has left your heart

Do not reach for me

I'm without my mind

Do not call on me

I'm lacking myself

just...lately

a step away now

from understanding lies

beyond my imagination

and just as the road keeps getting

wider, dangerous, lustful

a laughing phantom stalking me

I find that I don't need you

but still I want your hours

of enlightening pain

there's no poetry now 

that can save me

words turn bittersweet 

in your lips

hands, just too far away to feel warm

still have a fierce grip on my mind

I love you, I desire you

again I call for you

just ... lately

The outcome.

A beast in the mirror
words spread on the floor
bleeding from its claws
on their skin.

And I'm the beast that hides
and I'm the words that struggle
and I'm the blood that lingers
and I'm the skin that holds this masquerade.

Only after the outcome
this monster understands
that its claim
was arrogantly illogical
and its request
just another piece of reason
for words to tear apart.

The lioness

Clouds of veiled dreams
and dead ideals
surrounding the shadow
or a hunting gaze.

She stares at my unexisting fear
her claws of loathe
ready to tear me apart
with their lies.

A low breath
the pace of the inevitable
a blood smile on her lips
as I open my chest
and welcome
her kill.

Maldad

Mientras la envidia caminaba
en los pasillos de cierto desdeñoso corazón
acompañada de recuerdos inútiles
una nube de tormenta atravesaba el cielo
prometiendo traer consigo
más caos, más traición.

Unos ojos que se acercan
ya no son suficiente amenaza
este corazón esta de caza
preparado para morir.

Una caricia que destroza el alma
ya no bastan como deseo
este espíritu quiere estallar
en las esquirlas de pasiones destructivas.

Unas manos que aniquilan
ya no asustan, ya no espantan, ya no me estremecen
este cuerpo espera su fin
aferrado a una esperanza
que nunca llegará.

This death will not sufice

Keep on bleeding me sorrows
you unsufferable dawn
taking a turn upon my sight.

Fill me with excruciating truth
for me to sing my betrayal
and my night.

Have me tied to the stake of regrets
and burn me with slow shame
for your delight.

Hear my cry, enjoy my pain
for my own death
will not sufice.

Crucify my heart.

Black tears of anger
falling to the ground of your disgrace
show me now how to hate you
when my love couldn't reach
the selfish bottom of your disdain.

Crucify my heart
bury me in the land of oblivion
for I could not melt
the pity in your eyes.

Throw me back to my anguish
my lightless nightmares
is what you wanted
so don't look back.